I hate being alone sometimes. I really miss the days of having a girlfriend, I miss making plans days ahead of time, I miss going to the movies, I miss having nice dinner dates, I miss trying to impress someone.
I honestly miss everything about being in a relationship and even though my life is going great career wise, there isn’t a day where I’d trade it all just to have a girlfriend that I could watch The Walking Dead and go see movies with.
I miss those days of just cuddling in bed and talking about our days, while the T.V. played in the background; I miss it all and not a day goes by that I don’t think back to my last long-term girlfriend… we’ll call her NED.
NED was amazing, she was supportive, smart, cared about others and she was beautiful. We had so much in common, we could just talk for hours on her back porch.
I’ve full accepted I’ll probably never even see NED again, she refuses to talk to me and seems to have been able to completely forget about me over the years. Unfortunately I haven’t been so lucky and sadly I still think about her for at least a split-second almost every night.
I miss those days and I’d give anything to have them. At this point it’s been 3 years since she broke up with me, I’ll never forget that day but that’s a story for another day.
I miss those day, can I please have them back. I miss being happy and having someone to share my life with.
I was so happy when I was with here, weather it was while spending time with her family, road tripping all the way to New Jersey or just watching the Marlins she always put a smile on my face.
I’m not asking to find my wife tomorrow, but I would like to at least be able to watch The Walking Dead with someone special next season lol.